Since the annexation of Crimea, I have started to feel completely lost and disoriented. I don’t know who I am anymore and what my home is. I want to delve deep into the question of identity destruction and the creation of a safe space for self- indication. All the time, I feel a connection to nature rather than nationality. However, when humans plant a flag in the natura ground, does it make the earth feel? Does it change the ground? I want to find the same pattern of feeling in nature, phenomena, or in other people to find an emotional response to my feelings.